Monday, March 3, 2008

my subtle comeback

its been a while. since then until now my life has become a twist and turn of its previous image i so thoughtfully expressed. same age. different attitude. different life. if life was a purse..ive added a couple more, heavy, yet valuable items to the bag. valuable and in my opinion, necessary. the someone special has now become my special love. my duties and ministry are now closer to my heart and lifestyle than ever before. i will explain a little later, however its important that i communicate the battle i war through day in and day out. now, and only now am i in a position to take a step and fight rather than just be a part of the army or team. the battle between my inside and outside. like a snake ready to shed its old skin only to reveal a deeper more mature and developed part of its anatomy, i risk my outer layer at that cost of my insides. revealing that deeper and hopefully more developed part of my anatomy. my heart. what is it made of and what does it hold. GOD. LOVE. POWER. to what extent? i hear my captain yelling back at me to pick up my sword. no more watching. its time to care, and its time to fight. with more to carry, lets see how these valuable items of yours...add to your life. can you stand the weight. can "I" stand the weight. time will be the answer. perseverance will be the trick. HIS VOICE will be the source. i hear HIS voice and can feel the clock. in a battle like this..LORD LET THIS BE THE TIME...AND LET MY CLOCK BE ON BEAT WITH YOURS.

amen

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